Demonic Airwaves
lingering spirits and bitches.
Doing what you like is freedom. Liking what you do is happiness.
—fortune cookie
(Source: fractious, via splinter-eye)
the Dominican.
this is the montecristo yellow. earthy and not excessively robust. what a pleasurable evening.
its been such a long time since i puffed on a cigar. last night was just the perfect night to rejoice and end the week with one. the breezy cool night, the calming atmosphere, a glass of ciroc and orange juice.
Bagged placenta.
this was the thing that perked me up all morning. seriously, its shit like that that goes down in malaysian hospitals. this is a patient who suffered from impending eclampsia and had to undergo an emergency lower section caesarean section to save her life. she has requested to keep the placenta, hence the bagged up placenta. however, whats funny is that of all places, they left it on the table. to me it simply looked like bagged lunch left for the patient - and with placenta vividly printed across the bag just tipped me off the cliff down in the gorge of humour.
Krashing.
head is heavy, thoughts are disintegrating, the mind runs shallow, and the body is weak. this past weeks have been consolidating and piling on stresses? or whatever that it is, and its killing my vitality. it feels like anaemia, but its probably not. i am breaking down, collapsing and at the brink of extinction. my body is done. my mind is toasted. and all thats left is decomposition. i’m past wearing out. out of the corner of my eye, i see the black buzzing around me. i sense a hunger in the shadowy vultures, waiting to devour my carcass.
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Life lessons.
paid $50 for a replacement.
fugs. i lost my apartment key card at the wanton mee stall today. so annoyed. cos i went back to search for it and it was nowhere to be found. i left my details on the card, my address and my phone no. but no one has called me. so i’m worried if a motherfucking johorian will come by my place tonight and rip my head off. sigh. shitty. life.
Simple things and tasks do not require my presence. why can’t you do it on your own?
Haemolytic Uraemic Syndrome
Haemolytic Uraemic Syndrome (HUS) is the most common cause of acute renal failure in childhood in Europe and North America. most of these cases are associated with a diarrhoea prodrome (D+HUS). HUS that occur without diarrhoea has a large number of rare causes and a worse prognosis.
Most cases of HUS are associated with infection with verocytotoxin producing E.coli. This microorganisms are usually found in farm animals and are associated with a wide variety of foodstuffs.
Any age group can be affected, but the diseases is typically found in preschool children and also the elderly. Symptoms include bloody diarrhoea for several days to a couple of weeks before presenting with reduced urine output, pallor and mallaise.
There is microangiopathic haemolytic anaemia (shredding of red blood cells as it passes through small vessels), thrombocytopenia and renal failure. The gastrointestinal disease may be severe. Neurological involvement carries a poor prognosis.
Diagnosis is by blood film together with biochemical evidence of renal failure.
There is no specific effective treatment. Antibiotics should probably be avoided. The mainstay is supportive management with control of fluid and electrolyte distrubance, dialysis and blood transfusion.
Most children recover, but there is still a significant mortality (2 - 10%) and up to one third of survivors have some long term renal sequelae in the form of ongoing renal impairment, proteinuria or hypertension.
Blood film showing a schistocyte, which is a fragment of an RBC that has been shredded off in the small vessels.
Some other Koh did research on cervical cancer. tee hee.
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Autonomy
i hate ur expectations. i dun share the same perceptions. i deserve more respect. one things for sure, you can’t enforce your own principles on someone else and expect them to have the versatility to follow through. you can’t implement your own laws and govern another’s body. we all have our own autonomy. i respect yours, and i’ve not done anything to shake it or question it. i do doubt some of your choices in life and perceptions, however, i’ve not done anything to contradict them, nor have i forced you to do something that disagrees with you. i don’t raise any expectations that i should be treated the same way or whatsoever, but i feel that this is natural and common courtesy that as humans we have for each other. isnt it so?
why am i faulted for everything?
